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I let it go as long as possible in the hopes the issue would get resolved but honestly am I the only person in my apartment building that bothers to bitch at the landlord when the boilers aren't heating up enough...?
like I just get the sense that my neighbors just suck it up when there's problems like this and don't bother with it. and sometimes I agree, that's the best approach, but not with the heat. space heaters only do so much and when the heat is part of my stupidly expensive rent payments, like, I am not about to pay extra electricity to supplement what they should be providing me. so why do I feel like it's only me ever letting him know there's an issue....?
can't one of y'all do it instead I know I'm not the only white person in this building surely one of you is willing to be the karen sometimes. or has new york just beaten you down so much that you accept illegal temperatures?
#and I know it's a building wide problem because the lobby has been cold as shit#so that radiator isn't heating up enough either#which means none of the radiators are heating up enough#and last time this was a problem it was because one apartment unit was using a space heater to keep their place astronomically hot#which was messing up the boilers' algorithm#and that could easily be the case again#and it's an easy fix you just take that unit out of the algorithm#but the landlord can't fix that if nobody mentions they're fucking cold#alternatively if it's an issue with the boiler itself like he's gotta know about that#that's his fucking job and I don't ask for much but I expect to have heat in february#...anyways once again I must be the building karen#which I don't mind but like c'mon back me up sometimes fam
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it’s actually so wild to me that this fairly quirky YA type show gave both of its main characters deaths that can, in one way or another, solidly be considered hate crimes. they were both flat out murdered as a result of being A) gay and effeminate or B) brown (south asian, specifically) and you could argue whether or not those kids thought of it that way in the moment or whatever but the bottom line is that they would not have been in the situations that killed them if they weren’t of their respective minorities. like legitimately that is a ballsy choice for this kind of netflix show, let alone for the two Main Characters, and i respect it big time
#rambling#i think about this a lot#you could brush charles’ off as a hate crime by proxy since it was in response to him Stopping a hate crime#but that would be stupid. like you think what happened to him would’ve happened if he was white? doubtful#as a mixed person the way i see it is that in that moment- when he protected that pakistani kid- he went from being tolerated#by being/acting just white enough and with enough other jock traits to sort of fit in amongst them#to all at once proving to them that no- he is in fact The Other. he isn’t one of us he’s one of Them.#and as such what happened to him would’ve been a bonafide hate crime. even if they were to give an excuse like ‘he got in our way’ or ‘he#made a fool out of us’ or whatever else. even if those boys didn’t fully UNDERSTAND the racism in their own intentions/actions#it still would be. because that would not have happened to a white boy. period#anyway. genuinely fascinating choice they made with the way they presented his death- especially considering it was not#remotely similar in the comics. neither of them had the hate crime aspect going on really up til yockey’s narrative choices#so props to him. man’s got balls#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#edit: I will say that I don’t think the boys in edwin’s case technically murdered him nor would I call them murderers#because I can’t imagine a single one of them actually thought that ritual was gonna do anything more than make him piss himself#it was still hate-based bullying. like they still absolutely did what they did because he’s visibly effeminate and easily clickable#and all in all: gay. but when I say edwin was murdered I don’t really mean by those boys. I mean those boys dragged him into the situation#(kicking and screaming) that GOT him murdered by a demon. and he would not have been in that position if not for being gay.#I’ll say it again because last time I talked about this someone got real pissy in my inbox: I am not excusing the actions of the boys that#got him killed nor am I saying what they did wasn’t based in homophobia. i am just clarifying that they didn’t intend on killing anyone or#think whatsoever that someone getting killed was even a possibility (as opposed to charles’ killers who definitely had to have thought he#could be killed even if that might not have been the premeditated goal of every boy involved)#but the fact that edwin was ultimately intentionally killed by a demon counts as murder to me#someone killed him on purpose. that’s murder#the demon probably didn’t give a shit about this human teenager’s sexuality but regardless he ended up there for being gay.#so. just. a clarification
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Since I don't like to wait or make people wait… I'll end this quickly.
#sasori#akatsuki#naruto akatsuki#sasori of the red sand#sasori akasuna#third kazekage#naruto manga coloring#manga coloring#i discovered a program to enlarge images and i have so much power now#in most cases you could easily set it as your wallpaper if the aspect ratio was better lol.#enjoy sasori and third in a-lil-dead vampirish but still vibrant palette#bc official colors suck#i wanted to prove to myself that desaturated colors can be used well#i have one or two more kakuzus cooking depending on how you look at this#and then i'll probably open polls again#phi colors#i'll prepare a better ID later#they say that shitty ID is better than no id#i can tell you it looks v good in b&w too. it fucks in b&w
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the further into buffy season 4 i get the more contempt i have for riley. he gets all sadboy and limps around whenever he remembers buffy is stronger and better than him. she’s compelled to apologize for it, every time!?!?! and he’s supposed to be the nice one out of all her boyfriends??
he thinks she literally DIES and is sad for a whole 2 seconds before hes back to being accusatory and shoving her around the place..... fuck this guy.
i love buffy. her most consistent character flaw is being a chronic man liker… which is valid but excruciating to watch 😔 mainly because i DOUBT it’s written to actually be a flaw, it’s probably just what joss bitchdon sees as a Universal Woman Trait. accommodating riley's feelings is priority #1 for her, unquestionably.
(she does reject spike, in the end, but id honestly argue that’s more to do with the writers’ feelings about the buffy/spike romance rather than anything to do with buffy herself…)
spike, faith, even angel… kind of funny how the ones who see and consistently remind buffy of her strength are also not categorical Good Guys. they have to be more aware of it cause they fight her, but… either way. she’s always gonna be the strongest even if nobody wants her to be.
#except for dawn and tara because they’re perfect in every conceivable way! i could be wrong tho i don’t remember#even motherfucking GILES does it. in the scene where he meets prof. walsh she praises her. and she’s also kinda evil lol#when he called her a unique girl and walsh was like. yes i agree she’s a very unique woman LOOOLLLLL#okay but stuff perhaps 2 be said about giles+walsh and riley+buffy as parallels. like giles hates walsh cause he's jealous. 🫵MISOGYNY#he hates womens wrongs? is he stupid?#willow and xander r special cases as the BFFs but…….#xander……………….. never mind. too much to complain about with him#spike and angel r dicks too though im VERY aware of that#and faith is..... faith#btvs#&#buffy the vampire slayer#this was supposed to be a normal riley hatepost sorry for being loquacious it will happen again#goodbye iowa is easily one of the worst episodes in the show.#hate hate hate im full of it
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The show says Nina and Sarah are both 11 in numerology, but actually only Nina is. Sarah is a 9 lmfao
#you can trust me because I do tarot and numerology as a side hustle#they could have so easily changed Sarah’s birthday to February 2 and still had the chosen one same month/day/time thing idk why they didn’t#house of anubis#there are different types of numerology but it was very clear that in Nina’s case she was using her birthday#and even if you do sarah’s name numerology it’s STILL not 11 lol#they just straight up don’t match lol#once again something that could have EASILY been fixed
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The way qiu qingzhi/qiu shenji sees through lb instantly regardless of medium and yet still misses the most important part.
#the whole bit in the cdrama where they're discussing how well they know each other and qqz says he knows lb better than lb realises#and he's not wrong! but qqz still doesn't understand him /enough/ to avert everything. meanwhile lb does know qqz better than qqz realises#bc even when saying they're not friends lb still /believes/ in him or at least knows enough of him to know which accusations are false.#they both understand the other more than the other realises whilst still holding back from each other.#meanwhile in the manhua/donghua lb tries to reach out and hits a wall w/ qsj bc qsj understands the politics of this more than lb does#despite lb losing his family and distrusting the empress his sense of justice still makes him too easily to manipulate.#the tensions btwn minister xu + qsj had been stoked but qsj refused to rise to it (even w/o knowing the extent of bg manipulation)#but lb was the piece in the right position to fast track the 'investigation' not realising it could only ever lead to a rigged execution#in both cases everyone is trapped by something bigger than themselves. can only work w/n the framework that will lead to their doom.#it's just that only qsj/qqz is fully aware of it. lb doesn't yet comprehend. he thinks he does. but until qqz/qsj takes the hit he doesn't.#and qsj/qqz miscalculating wrt lb. reading his 'show' for what it is. but still missing the most important detail.#qsj/qqz fumbling the personal side bc of the politics whilst lb barges into the politics w/o fully reading the waves he's creating...#anyway don't mind me. just intensely glad the tag isn't dead even if the overlap of cdrama and manhua/donghua watchers is tiny.#white cat legend#white cat legend spoilers#<- for my own tags again
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Just finished the Strive Story and. Well things certainly happened in it. They better make Megumi a bad bitch if she shows up again or I will be fucking tilted.
#LIKE NOT TO HATE ON WOMEN BUT.#bringing her back with no elaboration is such a stupid plotpoint. it does both Ino and Axl so fucking dirty it's crazy#like it could be very interesting and easily fixed with a case of ''she's here but irreversibly changed by time shenanigans/gaining ino's#abilities/ino's knowledge'' but. either they will not do that or it will take ten trillion years to acknowledge her again at all.#anyway I think she should be a total fucker I think it would be funny. can we just get I-No two.
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//went to the dr and all they did was take my fucking blood... again
#ooc#this time they're testing my vitamin d to see if i might be deficient#while i hope that's the case because that can be easily cured i've also HAD a vit d deficiency before and it felt NOTHING like this#granted i guess this could be a more severe deficiency#but idk i feel like they're laser focusing on the fatigue i initially reported and not the constant horrible body pain that's set in#and worsened in the couple months since i made the appointment#like i had the pain with the fatigue as well but it wasn't constant. now it's FUCKING CONSTANT.#it's not always at the worst possible level but it's pretty much always there in some form or another#and tbh this is like. the 3rd time they've taken blood with the first 2 tests yielding no clue as to what could be wrong with me#so i know they need to do it to check and/or rule out everything but like#it's so frustrating. being in constant pain. and constantly being told to 'wait for results' that so far have yielded nothing#nothing that points to what's wrong anyway#so i hope it IS a vit d deficiency and i hope my gut feeling that it's not is way off the mark#because a deficiency can be fixed with some supplements and boom all better#but if it's not.... then i have to face the reality that this is probably some kind of chronic illness#which i've been coming to realize that it might be#but it still fucking sucks#because this time last year i was Literally Fucking Fine#and now i'm just. so fucking sick. and sick of BEING sick.#and every time i go in i feel like i'm rushed right out. like i mention my concerns but i don't have the time to think if there's something#i've forgotten because they're rushing me towards the lab to get my blood drawn. again.#and usually there is#but this is literally the only clinic i can afford rn so#just gotta tough it out and cross my fingers that some vitamins are all i need
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Royal Scientist and his Majesty (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Handplates#Gaster#Asgore#My brainspace......#I (again) still haven't reread (yet)!#Why are they taking over my brain who signed off on this#I haven't even been playing with Ghoster lately so what gives#I think it's the little glimpses I've been like half-looking at that are Just Intriguing enough to Want to read more but Not Yet#Maybe soon tho.........might be fun.............#Anyway lol until then! I've already drawn them so too late now haha#They really are cute ♪ I still haven't actually gone in on a Gaster study yet but giving him a one-over helped a bit on his face shape#He's sharp-looking for being so roundy hehe ♪#I constantly want to be drawing him blushing I cannot explain the why I just do - honestly most of the inspiration for the mini lol#Probably because he's usually so cold it's fun to see him break a bit hehe ♪ In a nice way in this case haha#I'm sure once I reread again the type of Break will shift a bit hm ♫#Some more Asgore! Ft. a brief sidestep into an alternate hairstyle I was testing out at the time lol - maybe a ponytail? That'd be cute#He's so tiny in comparison haha#Fits perfectly inside his cape lol ♪ Just peeking out - he could hide there so easily! Somebody looking for him? Shoop! Lol#And then the mini :) Inviting closeness and feeling conflicted and bittersweet ah#The appeal ✨#They just have such a fun dynamic and while this might be a little more casual than appropriate hehe it was still fun ♪#They just have such a contrast in looks in feelings but they can still be so alike and get along well#I like them ♫
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i forgot how much i like ahasbands/redwood?? whatever. theyre so domestic they make me sick
#jasper speaks#i always call them ahasbands but i saw someone say redwood which is cute but i prefer ahasbands#anyway. i think grumbo will always be my favourite mumbo ship but the pros of being a multishipper is everyone wins#i like to think they both have little copper rings. martyn keeps his orange and mumbos goes bluegreen#martyn keeps his orange because it reminds him of the spyglasses and last life as a whole#mumbo forgot about it and it turned bluegreen over time (except he didnt actually forget about it#the bluegreen reminds him of martyns warden parts)#i also think mumbo would keep his ring like. in a chest or in a pocket#because he doesnt like how rings feel (wow wonder where he got that from) (its me)#he keeps it in his pocket unless hes in a place where he could easily drop it and not realise (such as redstone or flying long distances)#in which case he'll put it in his ender chest#i could make some angst thing about martyn thinking mumbo hates him for making his ring dirty and keeping it buried in a chest#and mumbos just totally oblivious#what the fuck is my warden martyn tag again. this counts right#warden martyn rambles#i need to stop burying all of this in tags
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hahaha hey you guys guess what. you'll never believe it. got the guy who's in charge of my fraud case on the phone and he was like "who'd you give one-time security codes to yesterday" and i was like "the guy who called me from the fraud department after they noticed a weird login in florida??" and he was like "that was the fuckin hacker. you got got. IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!" i handed my entire savings over to a fucking guy on the phone on a silver platter. like some kind of fuckin rube. bro
#IT IS OK THOUGH I HAVE BEEN SORTING IT OUT#account is LOCKED DOWN! card is DELETED! fraud paperwork has been FILED! i have requested a fraud alert AND credit freeze#from the NATIONAL CREDIT BUREAU!#a friend of mine is taking me to MAINE next saturday to go to the BANK! i sent an email to my landlord asking if i can pay rent by CHECK!#i went to my other bank and deposited my BONDS! so i have some MONEY! to pay RENT!#i also got a new debit card from them. and made sure i could use my old checks.#i also bought some STAMPS while i was out and a BIRTHDAY PRESENT for a FRIEND#now i am going to start switching over some auto deposits#so when i get my paycheck on tuesday i will actually get it.#i feel so STUPID but i think i have done all i can to fix this. i am feeling better about it#by next weekend i will have my money again. it's all fine#and hopefully next time i will not get got so easily. lol.#anyway dont get got by people pretending to be your bank i guess. i did think it was weird how many questions they asked but..#they ALWAYS ask lots of questions at the bank!!!!!#i got a text message FROM the bank saying they would be calling me soon and then the next call was from the scammer#and then like a half hour later got one from the bank and was confused bc they'd just 'called me'#anyway. it'll be fine. scary for a while but at least i have things i can do to make it better. it's all good#genuinely feeling like i ought to take out like a thousand bucks cash and keep it in my desk to replace my bonds tho tbh hahah#just in case something like this happens again. you never know. what would i have done if i DIDNT have those yknow#ok thank u all for being along on this journey with me
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A very interesting cloud formation!
#I don't think I had ever really seen clouds like this before? it looks like a cool painting or something :0#Pulling just a few images from my cloud and sky photos folder which has like 650 pictures in it becvause I'm obsessed with the sky lol#I will usually spare everyone the cloudposting but... in some exceptions when it's really cool I must Share#(upcoming covid mention in tags for those avoiding the topic)#I WANT TO BE ON AN AIRPLANE SO SO BAD I am going to start casting evil spells to explode all these 'back to normal' bastards who are out#spreading virus and shit HHHHHH... Covid is NOT over actually contrary to popular beielf especially for people with health conditions#that make them more vulnerable or would have worse consequences if they were to catch it etc. etc. wearing a mask in public is#in MOSt cases not THAt much of a horrific terrible evil inconvenience and it helps keep everyone around you safer including these#vulnerable populations!!!! Even if I didn't have any problems myself I would STILL be masking because it's a small gesture that can make a#big difference in people around me being comfortable. It's not like people with health issues just never have to go out or go to the stor#or whatever. There are still people out there who could be helped by extra precautions that are being overlooked. grrrrr...#Like at this point since I'm vaccinated and everything I would MAYBE consider flying on an airplane IF everyone else around me#was masking and being just as careful as me. But at this point it's just the wild west and I would literally be the only one who gives#a shit or who gets tested freqeuntly before after and during traveling and wears the proper type of mask well fitting and not half off my f#ce and blah blah blah. And precautions work best when EVEYRONE is participating. There's only so much you can protext yourself if everyone#around you is doing nothing. So.. alas.. I still do not feel safe traveling. And probably won't for years until more progress is made in#terms of like understanding and treating certain long covid issues and etc. Since I think it's inevitable that if I start going out again#I would get covid. Me and my household bubble are some of the only people I know who haven't had it yet (or at least not knowingly so - if#so it was one of the asymptomatic cases etc.). So if I was GOING to get it anyway I'd at least like the assurance that whatever long term#issues I inevtabley suffer because of it will be more easily treatable at that point instead of entirely disabling even further than I'm#already disabled. etc. AAANYWAY!! all that to say. I JSUT REALLY WANT TO be on an airplane!!! I dont even like traveling and going places I#hate vacations and would rather be at home working on my projects I'm fixated on lol HOWEVER I love the view from airplane windows#like the very few times in my life Ive actually been on a plane and the window is so COLD when you lay your forehead on it and sometimes yo#even see little ice crystals and it's like you're just in a landscape of clouds with a sea of clouds above and below and aaaAAAAAA#Literally I want to get on a plane just to go up in the air and then land and fly back. I don't even want to go on a real trip. I just NEED#to see the sky I need to be IN the sky I need to have that VIEW and the cold and everything!!!! gRGGHGgg... And I will do that the entire#time. I think my longest plane ride was 7 hours and I do not watch movies. I dont text or play games. I literally do nothing to entertain#myself except stare straight out the window for 7 hours (with a few eating and bathroom breaks). not even joking lmao. It's like a trance#I LOVE the sky and clouds so much and the view you get from an airplane is like incomparable!! also I love airports with the big windows an#people watching. but mostly I just long for the sky view again. GRRR.. sobbing and yearning >:T
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Not my mom gifting this to me after i got harassed and followed by a junkie in roma termini 😭
#se ieri verso le sei avete sentito una ragazza che smadonnava contro un uomo adulto ero io <3#again i think having a baby face truly contributes to this. i look 16 at best and i have the vacant autistic stare#so like. ppl think of me as an easy target lmao alas i spent the better time of my early teenhood in#wannabe baby gang wars and partecipating in beatings and brawls#and again i do not think my now lanky and sickly ass could win against a grown ass man in a fight#but i do not. get intimidated easily and i know how to treat the person harassing me according to their behavior#and know to put myself in crowded areas in case shit hits the fan
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#i ran out of tags on my last reblog.#but yeah basically i wish the high guard leaned more into that toxic masculinity that they had going on#you know the type of masculinity where guys egg each other on to be more an more aggressive/violent/strong etc#the type of masculinity where... when asked ''how did it get like this? why did you and your friends take it so far?'' the guy doesn't know.#they get swept up in. let megs get swept up in this shield of strength and power which makes him feel (in the moment) not helpless.#but it goes too far. he does things he can't take back. his best friend is horrified by him-- doesn't ACCEPT him anymore.#he and Orion argue and instead of defending Sentinel Orion defends a random cronie and gets shot.#cue that moment of regret. except in this case he wouldn't catch Orion and go ''why... i'm done saving you.''#instead he'd go ''why...'' notice the cronie is trying to flee and Orion begs him to not become the monster Sentinel was.#but Megs takes offense to that. is he for real?? ''I am nothing like Sentinel. and I thought you of all people would know that...''#''... I'm the only one strong enough to fix things. It's what's best for everyone.'' ''D... no...'' ''Sorry Orion. Cybertron needs me.''#*drops him to shoot the cronie trying to escape*#Orion is so hurt. his sense of jutice is wounded but so is his spark. he dies and comes back as prime. and megs isn't happy to see him.#Starscream stands behind him emboldens Megs. the High Guard refuses to bow to another Prime. Megs now stands firmly in opposition to Optimus#this is because Starscream sees Megs as strong but easily manipulated. he thinks with him at the helm that he'll have a shield#while he basically runs the HG behind the scenes#Optimus and Megs fight. Megs loses. all his blustering about being the savior of Cybertron is thrown back in his face#it's embarrassing. he feels helpless. he never wanted to feel helpless again.#instead of banishment Megs shoves Optimus' outstretched hand aside-- he KNOWS he is in the RIGHT.#and just UGHHH THE HIGH GUARD CREATING THEIR OWN MONSTER BY SPURRING HIM ON!#no one is able to help Megs regulate his emotions he just feels bad and his new friends tell him to punch someone about it! it's not healthy#I WIIIISH I COULD LIKE IT MORE
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dog just came in with half his mouth swollen??????????????
#it looks like it could have been an insect bite but again theres no fucking way to tell because of the amount of plants#they easily have access to that shouldnt be there. and yet according to my dad#'he wouldnt go near them hes a scaredy dog 🙄'#im like.. do you realise that if u told that to a vet that you would sound fucking batshit.#hes under the impression that dogs have some kind of intuitive knowledge of whats bad for them. they dont!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#IF its an insect bite then the next concern is that its a tick. and if its a tick then the biggest concern is that its a paralysis tick#but theyve taken a tick preventative =( so i really hope thats not the case#will monitor it and if it hasnt improved over the next few hours well.#will have to see if anyone can be bothered to take them to the emergency vet#fuck. actually our monthly preventative doesnt cover ticks#theyre about to become inside dogs.
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i get that sui zhou has ptsd but if he continues treating a literal child like this im abt to lose whatever remaining respect i had for him 😑
#the fact that she literally has to grow up so fast trying to take care of HIM instead of the other way arnd etc...#idk i dont like how either sz or tf are treating/using dong'er without even caring abt her mental n physical well being#national security etc is at stake but they could easily get someone else to help out instead of a CHILD#and like. let's be frank. they do not actually care that much about the state as they do about their personal connections#which is why i can forgive wang zhi for employing street urchins but draw the line at whatever sui zhou and tang fan are doing atm#also wang zhi is a kid himself. an older teen but still a kid. i cant say the same for the guys who are in their 20s.#idk. very frustrating few eps compounded by the fact that i rly like wang xian too n the way they treat him is uhm. god shut the fuck up#CLEARLY hes upset why are u making it worse just to ''advance the case'' u dont even have any other things in there to communicate w him#while it's been clear (For A While) that he doesnt/rarely talks... give him a brush and some paper at the v least???#again. v frustrating few eps ajckckxkdc#ling.txt
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